日本語で書いてみる(初め)

この九月は日本に留学するので、日本語でブログエントリーを書いてみようか・・・何について?まだ知らない・・・。

あたしはね、ちょっと引きこもりになった。バーンアウトで大学に行けなかったので、もう一回引きこもりになっちゃった・・・皆は「まだ22歳だけ、若い青春だよね」と言って、それだいたいあたしに関係なさそう。

引きこもりってどこ青春があるの?ないね、そうよ、ないね。

あたしね、部屋で独りで漫画と物語を読んでアニメと映画を見てとても嬉しいなんだが、社会ではそれよくないね・・・お金もない。

将来は何、どうするかしらってまだ知らない。あたしまだ甲斐性なし。

想像したい。ドイツで漫画とアニメをライセンス許可会社で働いて嬉しそうなんだ。

日本語でブログエントリーを書いては初めなんだから、このブログエントリーはちょっと分かりづらい。すまない、今日から頑張ってる。よろしくね。

It's been some time

It's been some time I posted here. Today too, I'm living my life soundly. I have become a shut-in. I don't like going outside and interacting with people. It is nice to socialize, but it wears me out. I prefer to sit at home, watch anime and movies, read manga and stories and write some myself.

I realize that I will probably never make any money from this, but it makes me happy. I am still in university, but I can't make any progress at all. I was sick for a longer time, I burned out and couldn't attend class. I regressed back to my shut-in persona.

This September I'm going to Japan to study for a year abroad - I honestly don't know how to do this. It's very expensive. I am still unable to do many things, but I am slowly facing forward and moving with baby steps into the right direction I think.

Please look after me.

Ren Kazoku no Aogumi - "Sis puella magica!" Chorus



Song: Sis puella magica!

Lyrics & Music: 梶浦由記
Arrangement: ice
Original Artist: 梶浦由記 feat. 伊東恵里

Organizer & Script: 練 雅
Mix & Video: 練 青徳
Illustration: より

Vocals: 練 青河, 練 青栄, 練 青麻, 練 青峰, 練 青野 & 練 青林

Sponsors: KOU Group Holdings Inc. & Kai Live Creative

MP3: to be uploaded
NND: to be uploaded

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Please watch in HD. I heard there was going to be a chorus battle soon... *gathers people and uploads already* YOLO. And: fear us.

EDIT: WHAT ONE DISLIKE ALREADY? People, please learn how to take a joke...

"Alice" Cover



For all you guys who don't have their captions on, I got permission to upload this here.

This video has been made for the "マギ冬の謝肉宴" (Winter Maharagan - Nico Magi Eight Days) series on NicoNico Douga! Please don't reprint and use without permission!

However, if you want to use the PV again, please ask the original creator smalld first. You can contact him via twitter here: @smalldnico

Song: Alice

Lyrics, Music & Arrangement: 古川P
Original Artist: 古川P様 feat. 初音ミク
Video: smalld

Vocals, Mix: 藍微

MP3: https://app.box.com/s/9d1cpzmqjp6sxbcfvx9y
NND: http://nico.ms/sm21879068

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...So I felt sad and kinda inspired. Also, please watch in HD.

This is for Candey & Hakuryuu. Candey gets this because she likes Hakuryuu (who doesn't). Anyways, please become happy, Hakuryuu... It's heartbreaking to see this guy live in all that mess. OTL

I asked smalld-san and he allowed me to use this. Yay! ...Man this is so sad and the more I listen and watch this, it only gets sadder and sadder. Life is sad.

I still have a lot to learn

Today I met a problem. I could have reacted better, but instead I went on a binge eating frenzy and skipped out on my running. I could have reacted better, but this will be a good lesson.